This is my very first post. First of all, I'm not saying that I have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. But I have this staring problem.
I used to not have a staring problem, I miss that. Well my staring problem started when I was going to this orientation day, there was this really pretty girl with really nice hair with all these highlights and I kept staring at her because she's pretty. Ever since then, I've had a continuing staring problem for over 31 months. I've found myself staring at people's shoes, cars, backs, eyes etc. I've stopped staring at the girl who triggered my staring problem. I like staring at people's eyebrows, I kept staring at this boy because of his eyebrows, I've stopped after two years. Sometimes, it's a blur and I want to find out what it is, sometimes I stare at the grass and sometimes a spot next to a person etc. I feel so lonely and ashamed to have this staring problem, it makes me feel unhappy, having to look people into the eye and feel afraid. I have good peripheral vision, I'm sick of looking at things that grab my curiosity, it causes problems for me
I used to not have a staring problem, I miss that. Well my staring problem started when I was going to this orientation day, there was this really pretty girl with really nice hair with all these highlights and I kept staring at her because she's pretty. Ever since then, I've had a continuing staring problem for over 31 months. I've found myself staring at people's shoes, cars, backs, eyes etc. I've stopped staring at the girl who triggered my staring problem. I like staring at people's eyebrows, I kept staring at this boy because of his eyebrows, I've stopped after two years. Sometimes, it's a blur and I want to find out what it is, sometimes I stare at the grass and sometimes a spot next to a person etc. I feel so lonely and ashamed to have this staring problem, it makes me feel unhappy, having to look people into the eye and feel afraid. I have good peripheral vision, I'm sick of looking at things that grab my curiosity, it causes problems for me