worriedguy90
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I am so sorry if I accidently put this in your mind, but I don't know why, but this fills me with alot of anxiety. I have no problem with being gay, bi, or straight, and I know there are people out there who have obessessoin about that, but what is intresting is that I am not afraid of being gay,bi, or straight, but I fear being a transexual. I get the doubts in my mind that play with my thoughts such as am I really a guy, do I want to be a girl. And what is intresting is that logically there is no evidence that would point to me wanting to be a girl, but the doubts play at me. Okay, one time I played with my mom's nail polish, but I was like 9 lol, but thats it and yet my thoughts plague me with this idea. I also read that those who are transexual just know, but it is such a weird thought. Do you think it could be OCD or it could be me trying to find myself? I feel so indiffernt because I am thinking about this.