Seriously not want to be seen rant

[grapevine]

I seriously don't want to go to work or be seen or anywhere there are people -

 

[Hoppy]

That seems to me to be a sensible goal.

I would like to join you.

No, wait....

 

[grapevine]

Yes-

- so in the moment I had to express myself.

Sometimes it feels like the limit and everything escalated to extreme melt down. Happy to report not that bad today.

Bought some L-Tyrosone - lets see if that might help even out these moods.

 

[State_Of_Trance]

As Hoppy points out, I can't really join you without defeating the point. So here's some good vibes!

Solidarity, yo.

 

[theslowesthand]

I seriously don't want to go to work or be seen or anywhere there are people

That sums up my life in a sentence erfect:

 

[grapevine]

Well things are even more worse than they were.

I am so unhappy with myself and so embarrassed to be seen again that I feel like I have to wrap myself in cotton wool again but at the same time try to change the what I hate about myself so I can at least try to be on some level okay.
Really struggling.

 

[Bronson99]

That sums up my life in a sentence erfect:

How will you make any progress, though, if you continue like this indefinitely?

 

[theslowesthand]

How will you make any progress, though, if you continue like this indefinitely?

In short, i won't, not in the true sense. I've given up all desires for progress in certain areas of my life (& i don't even have any specific long-term goals for life now). But i suppose i pay for that by having a resulting reduced level of progress in the areas that i am (usually) concerned with.
Totally screwed up, but when you're screwed-up the only way to progress is in your own screwed-up little way.