Falkor
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Hello there.
School just wanted to talk to me. And the study advisor told me, that they want to kick me out. Not literally, just contract base. Like write me out at the student system. I really had to cry and got emotional when he said that. I bursted out in tears and told him how bad I want to learn and how motivated I am and how bad I want a diploma because I love school. He said, It is because you can't deal with people, you are having social phobia right? So you first have to work on yourself, in other words, School doesn't want me, until I am cured.
And he said, I canceled too much days, thats a valid reason indeed. So I can't prove him wrong. Maybe I can ask if I get another chance.
If not, I'm homebound again, i have been like that for 3 years.
This is really hurting me more than I can express in words.
I feel even that I am not using the right words or sentences in this topic, but I am trying to express myself but I am too much brain fogged.
What would be an option, a home study? I seriously don't know. I will lose my study insurance money also, It's harder to pay my studies, especially a home based scholarship. And I might have to find a job, I really want to study, I am devastated, I want to become a Marketer or a 3D animator or something with writing, I love learning so much....
I just needed to rant.:crying:
School just wanted to talk to me. And the study advisor told me, that they want to kick me out. Not literally, just contract base. Like write me out at the student system. I really had to cry and got emotional when he said that. I bursted out in tears and told him how bad I want to learn and how motivated I am and how bad I want a diploma because I love school. He said, It is because you can't deal with people, you are having social phobia right? So you first have to work on yourself, in other words, School doesn't want me, until I am cured.
And he said, I canceled too much days, thats a valid reason indeed. So I can't prove him wrong. Maybe I can ask if I get another chance.
If not, I'm homebound again, i have been like that for 3 years.
This is really hurting me more than I can express in words.
I feel even that I am not using the right words or sentences in this topic, but I am trying to express myself but I am too much brain fogged.
What would be an option, a home study? I seriously don't know. I will lose my study insurance money also, It's harder to pay my studies, especially a home based scholarship. And I might have to find a job, I really want to study, I am devastated, I want to become a Marketer or a 3D animator or something with writing, I love learning so much....
I just needed to rant.:crying: