sap with lupus and social anxiety


i've always been a "socially awkward penguin", and then i was diagnosed with lupus and other fun stuff. so my sap status got even worse, with a lovely butterfly rash across my face, chronic fatigue and constant pain.

i'll fine and energetic one day and the next few days have trouble staying awake or maintaining balance, sound like i'm on drugs, or be weird and anxious and isolate myself until i'm ready to deal with people again.

that's the best intro i can manage for now. i'm in my 40s. i have kids. i'm a grad student. i work online.