SA.. is it a lesson in life??

[Falkor]

When i'm looking In the mirror, Sometimes I have the feeling I cant find aceptance.. , when I'm feeling really negative about myself because I never did believe in my own skills, but later on I feel much more appreciated, even more by myself, Sometimes i even can say like.. What is wrong with me? I just have to follow my path in life.. even though im dealing with sa, I'm still a good person, so don't give a PIEEP about what people say, think or the stupid jugement in this freaking hard world.

I've learned.. ''It's what they think, It doesn't change me, I'm still the same person, and it's their problem, they don't know the truth''.


do NOT ask yourself to high priorities, because sa is hard... and do not blame yourself, because i've always done that
and i've learned to stop that.. Because everyone could get sa... everyone in this life could find this struggle..
but i know the right people will support me and believe in me.. and its not like its our fault.. maybe its even a lesson for us
like we have to encourage ourselfes to do even more.. to even GET MORE OUT OF LIFE
because we have to fight soooooo hard.. so hard to do social things
and that makes us even enjoy every single mile stones more, because we did it!!!! , and thats what im trying to say.. Destiny brought us sa..
Because we are extra sensetive for what people expect from us, think of us, ask from us, what they see in us. We want to show people what we can, and we dont believe in it, thats the whole deal. We are insecure, because we dont know how to feel good around people, we are begging to change, we want to do so many things, but we are stopped by anxiety. But we need to fight hard for it, we need to find the right path to walk on.. and if we can do it, we can do so many things.. We can enjoy life.. because we know the story of fighting hard... to be in this company, society.

All i wanna say is, SA could be a lesson for us all, even though it might be freakin hard, the conclusion is, FIGHT HARDER, AND YOU WILL ACHIEVE YOUR GOALS.. YOU WILL ACCOMPLISH EVERYTHING YOU DREAM OF. (but stay realistic, lol plus... we happy with the little things in life)
DO NOT GIVE UP.. BUT USE YOUR STRENGTH.. USE YOUR WILL POWER , INSTEAD OF LISTENING TO YOUR FEELINGS OF FEAR... BREAK THE FEARS..
AND ONE OF THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE IS.. IS BELIEVE IN YOUR SELF..
YOU HAVE DIGNITY.. YOU ARE UNIQUE...

this is my message to all of you guys
just a positive thread... !!!!

Greetz, Saskia ::

 

[R3K]

good words.

i've gone down similar tangents like this before... too many times probably. for me, SA is an extensive lesson in pity. how to receive massive loads of it from normal society while i struggle vainly to be normal.

 

[bsebring]

You honestly just made my day today. As much as our minds tell us to we need to stop looking to the past for comfort, it's a viscous cycle that we all NEED to break from negativity. There's absolutely no reason why we can't accomplish the little things out of life that we crave along with some of the big things. I know we're all trying right now but like flowergirlie said, the only way we can beat this is to put our all into it. I've been running away from my life since middle school and it's gotten me absolutely nowhere, in fact it made me worse. The only time I've actually felt content with my life is when I was risking things. It's time for me to change things, and I think I'm finally ready. I need to make things right again.