I've been in long term relationships with non SA people an one long term with someone who had it, the relationships failed miserably wether they understood or not. Maybe there is someone out there for me, I have got to the stage where I really cannot be bothered looking anymore. Last person I was dating in the new year went through my draws looking for evidence to see if I was seeing other women :lol: she foiund my daughters lipstick, not even checking it was kiddy lipstick and was acusing me! we'd been going out for only two weeks
she was dumped soon after, I dont half pick em lol
When I first meet up with women etc.... I put on the mask, appear confident, amusing,charismatic etc etc, keeping that up though is impossible and when I let it slip abit and they see the sensitive, vulnerable, needy, insecure wreck thats underneath they soon tend to find it very unnatractive, though I can be strong minded at times, I also can be very vulnerable, especially with emotions involved.
I dont think it makes much difference if you date non SP people or people with it in my experience, most people have expectations of you that need to be met and dont tend to settle for anything less
sorry if that depressed everyone
but I think maybe, just maybe there is someone out there for everyone, so still optimistic