Relapse! :(

[gio289]

I dont know all of the sicknesses I have. I knowsome are SA, a shot of OCD, Depression, among others. To tell u the truth, I think I have some shit that scientists cant even classify yet. I been on meds after a breakdown a couple weeks ago and I felt like I was getting better. But everytime I attempt to get better, its like my mind adapts to the measures I use, and bam, im right back where i started. I feel like im on ma way back to hell slowly but surely. Besides all of that, I sometimes have aggression problems since I was like 10. I remember getting yelled at (aside form the ass whoopings) for punching holes in the walls at that age. I really hope all of this does not result in another breakdown, because im just afraid that I might do somthing that I cant take back... Besides dealing with menatl issues, im forced to deal with everyday problems, like deceit, lies, people u thought were there for u through thick and thin, **** u sideways... just alot to deal with

 

[Rise Against]

I know how you feel... I used to be extremely depressed and then i was put on meds. They seemed to help but i would relapse every few days and would feel horrible. My advice is to just stay positive. If you think positive thoughts and don't tear yourself up inside, the relapses should gradually become less and less frequent.