sahxox
Well-known member
I show symptoms of anxiety, depression, sp, avoidant personality disorder, obsessive thoughts etc should I go see a psychologist or a clinical psychologist or what's the difference? Had a gut full after years of fighting on my own. I don't even know what my problem is, just incredibly unstable. I don't wanna turn up to work tomorrow or the next day after having a shitty day today socially - feel I'll only continue to let myself down and humiliate myself. I just ditch myself and sadistically hope to stuff up to justify my insecurities. I did it today and I went completely retarded I just can't deal with the pressure anymore. I don't wanna go back cos I'll be digging myself a deeper hole at the moment this was my worst day ever. I need help, I can't go on like this.
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