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[BrokenSmile]

I'm talking with a beautifull girl on yahoo messenger now and i'm going 2 meet her tomorrow and I have absoluteley no anxiety thinking about it cause i Know if i'll fuck it up I got nothing 2 lose.

Why didn't my mind thought like this till now ? :? God I like what Prozac and other shit meds did 2 me 8) Of course I will be anxious tomorrow, but at least I'm not going 2 show it, I mean the symptoms will not be visible. :lol: Or at least this is what I think

On the other hand, If she sees who I am she will say leave me alone you freak, but I don't care, I'll bug her even more like a maniac

Or, if it goes well, and it will 80 %, I know it will, I'm gonna have a brand new GF, my 3rd one. At least this is going to have sex with me cause the other 2 are still virgins. Btw, I chose the other 2 thinking what would my last options would be? Which are the girls that noone would want 2 date and I have more chances on ? So this is the idees I started when I choose them. But, luckily, they didn't seem such loosers like I thought, but this sex thing was killing me.

Oh well, wish me luck, I know I'm a lucky bastard, I wonder where did I get this hi self esteem ? Well, my life allready fuck me so now it's my turn 2 fuck her....so it doesn't matter what I do anyway :twisted:

Oh, and another thing, I dropped out school cause if I were 2 continue I would be now in the nut house. Ooooops, this wasn't supposed 2 be here, wasn't it ? But it's a good thin, right ?

K, see u guys, i'll update the info tomorrow :wink:

And you still wonder why you don't have many friends .... :roll:

 

[2QuietForThem]

OK, I have SA/SP. I work for a large company but rarely speak to anyone on a personal basis. I avoid people that I know will talk me to death about their long drive to work or some event in the news. I just do my job and stay out of trouble. I don't have friends but I'm doing...fine. Here's the thing: I just got a $10,000 yearly raise right out of the blue! I'm like, SAY WHAT?! I'm the most anti-social person on the planet and I get a raise? COOL!

 

[Glittergraffiti]

Something positive

Well, for years I have been trying to live up to my adoptive father's expectations and failing...he always makes me feel so horrible about myself and even though I live 100's of miles away from him he has always had the power to make me cry just by the tone of his voice on the phone. I finally stood up to him and told him he can't control me anymore, I am a grown, married woman and I have had enough of his abuse. He used to hit me a lot growing up and give me black eyes but no one would act like they noticed. I told him he can be in denial about the way he treated me all he wants but I don't have to put up with it anymore. I haven't talked to my parents since (about a month so far) and have decided to just stop communicating with them and move on with my life. I feel such a sense of relief and my husband is very proud of me. he has tried telling me for years that I don't need to try so hard to please them because they are never happy no matter what I do.

Another positive thing is that my husband found a really great job with an electrical union. He is getting paid well and after 5 years will be a lisenced journeyman. So, our financial situation is looking up. My husband is very happy with his new position, it has always been his dream to be an electrician. I am very proud of him and the hardwork he has done to reach where he is now despite everyone always telling him he would never amount to anything.

 

[shy_pixie]

I had a really crappy speech, but speeches are the height of my fears & I did it (even though it went terribly) but I survived and feel like I have taken a forward step to my recovery from social anxiety. I did panic, I did shake, I did forget what I was saying... but I still did it... and life is still normal... it didn't change anything...

 

[scatmantom]

I'm Just about to go to a restraunt for lunch with some mates. Its not gonna be a problem for me, yet 3 years ago it would have been a big deal!

 

[Higolo]

I went to the cinema, ate dinner in a restaurant AND got a few girls numbers.
Result!

P.S. Let me dream! Surely i can dream about these things?

 

[uk_27]

My success story of the day..............

I went into the kitchen at work knowing there were other people in there! And................I spoke to two of them!!! Result huh!!????

 

[maggie]

My success story of the day..............

I went into the kitchen at work knowing there were other people in there! And................I spoke to two of them!!! Result huh!!????

awesome uk_27!! ..oui...result huh!? :wink:

 

[freakme]

Things will get better for me Keeping my fingers crossed .

 

[Higolo]

I went to a youth club today, there were over 15 other teens AND i actually talked (I STARTED THE CONVERSATION/S!) to some of them as well. I was starting to blush and feel hot, but i stayed. All in all, i know it will help me in reducing the anxiety.

When i wake up tommorow, the stress of it will no doubt kick in :mrgreen:

 

[Colin]

I too spotted a 5 dollar note while walking back from class, just Wednesday night!

 

[red_reagel]

I smiled while walking in the mall today at many strangers

I talked to my brothers friend who was having a job in Express

 

[cloaked]

a sweet girl i really like has briefly talked to me a few times. she's shy too, but she definately does not have SA. she understands my shyness and accepts me for it. i'm not going to jump to conclusions and say that she is attracted to me, but i'm not ruling that out either. the way she stares into my eyes, and me back into hers, it's like we connect, but who knows...

 

[Emma]

When I had to go to some training thing for work yesterday, the person that was speaking said to me "Say something Emma, you haven't opened your mouth yet" and everyone laughed at me, then she handed me a mouse and told me that I should hold onto it, like saying I was a mouse, and instead of crying like I usually do I just smiled and shrugged it off, even though it really hurt

 

[Higolo]

I went on a weekend away with a local youth club.
We left on Friday and arrived about 1-2 hours ago
.
It was great. I was talking to people my age and participating in a lot of group games/chats... BUT.. hopefully the next time i go i'll be able to talk to girls 'round my age and without the anxiety making me smile like a foo'.

Later

 

[red_reagel]

I decided to not care if the boy I like doesn't like me back. I can be my own lover




^don't mind my cheesyness

 

[Higolo]

I found my stolen iPod nano. :lol:

 

[shy_girl]

bye

 

[Higolo]

I went back to the adolescent mental health unit i used to go as a day patient. I talked (feeling way less anxiety than the last time i was there) to the people that worked there.

I'm getting better

 

[dzerklis]

i have started playing basketball and volleyball with workmates on tuesdays and fridays. i like it very much, and its a good opportunity to train social skills, but its so awkward to use the public showers after playing!hehe other than that,my SP is as bad as ever these days..