Hi,
I'm new here. I am panicked with a major decision. I have had ocd for a long time, but only recently developed severe responsibility contamination ocd. I am supposed to move back home , like starting tomorrow. But the place I have been living, basically the entire city, is contaminated as is all of my things. I am terrified that if I bring my things back home they will contaminate the area and hurt the people I love who live there.
I am not sure that I can clean everything well enough and I'm looking ahead and thinking of how chapped and cut up my hands will be.
I feel terribly guilty that I am wanting to move back for my own happiness and sacrificing the safety of the people I care for. I know that the danger is probably less than I feel, but I can't see taking the risk with people's safety. What should I do, move or not move? Anyone else have this type of issue? How do you deal with it?
Thank you very very much
I'm new here. I am panicked with a major decision. I have had ocd for a long time, but only recently developed severe responsibility contamination ocd. I am supposed to move back home , like starting tomorrow. But the place I have been living, basically the entire city, is contaminated as is all of my things. I am terrified that if I bring my things back home they will contaminate the area and hurt the people I love who live there.
I am not sure that I can clean everything well enough and I'm looking ahead and thinking of how chapped and cut up my hands will be.
I feel terribly guilty that I am wanting to move back for my own happiness and sacrificing the safety of the people I care for. I know that the danger is probably less than I feel, but I can't see taking the risk with people's safety. What should I do, move or not move? Anyone else have this type of issue? How do you deal with it?
Thank you very very much