perfection & other phobias

[quietgirl21]

i always want things absolutely perfect or straight or want my papers in school to be the best or my outfit to match just to avoid being judged jn any way ! & i am so afriad of touching dirty things, i get very anxious doing dishes because i have no idea what EXACTLY touched it . i hate for certain foods to be touching. certain types of fluids in certain types of things. it is just daily burdans for me that i attempt to always wiggle my way out of

 

[this_portrait]

Sounds like OCD. I can relate to wanting things to be perfect (even though I deny perfection even exists) and I can't stand touching dirty things like dishes, either, at least not with my bare hands (thank God for rubber gloves!)

 

[quietgirl21]

if someone else has wore the gloves i put soap in them and try to wash out as much germs i guess /: