quietgirl21

Hey sorry I haven't reply back soon . Yea I'm quiet and anxious around others. Even with the only friend I have I feel anxious and we have awkward silent moments cause I don't know what to say. I haven't been on cause since I told my parents they now think I'm literally crazy. I fell in a big depression cause of them. I'm still here if you need anything

really see i really dislike that part , it makes me feel like everything i said doesnt matter to them or somethin and i end up being depressed or being angry.im very umcomfortable talking face to face period. & yes finding this site is the best thing !!!!! ive literaly been trapped feeling this way for years and i have never ever told anyone my feelings i always just thought i didnt have enough self esteem to be in public or speak up.& it is very fustrating being yelled at for everything and being accused of hurtful things. :/ are you still very anxious and quiet around others ?

When I told my parents they laughed and said I'm going crazy since I'm always alone. Even though they still laughed at me I felt better. I let all my emotions out during the conversation so I think that's what made me feel better. If your mother is no help talk to your therapist and let your emotions out. If you feel uncomfortable with your therapist talk to one of use here. I think talking to someone who understands you is better cause they can relate . I'm sorry your mother treats you like this, but the way I see it your mother and my parents need some serious help. We are just emotional and mentally hurt. Finding this forum was the greatest thing cause now I can actually talk to someone who understands AND won't feel judged. So don't feel lonely and don't give up we are here to help each other

Hey quietgirl21 I'm mrlonely nice to meet you. I had the same experience as you did with your mother. I guess all the verbal abuse made use be like this. I talked to my parents after finding out I had social anxiety. It was the hardest thing in my life but felt good afterwards. If you find it hard to talk to your mother or you just need someone to listen to you please don't hesitate. I've always been a good listener since I usually don't talk. Anyways, nice meeting you and hope you get better

Thank you for accepting my friend request. If you ever need to talk, don't be afraid to ask.