Hey Hollie,
I think Maggie is right. In fact, I know it will be fine. You owe it to yourself to enjoy these times. Besides, you ought to be proud of yourself. I have had friends who simply backed away from situations that they deemed to difficult to handle. Myself would be included with them. It wasn't till later on did I realize that I never gained anything by backing off of social situations due to my fear. With this, start as of today to move forward by having the best time that you possibly can have. Test yourself each time, do one thing that you normally would fear to do. Then, when you conquer that, build upon it. Let us know how it goes.
Take care, stay strong, and have fun!!!
David (NewDawnFades) 8)