Omg what do i do? I feel weird..:(

[zecchino1991]

Ok I just posted about this in the positive thread...but there is a negative side to it too. I am 19 years old and I have never had a boyfriend, but I want one so bad. Today a guy told me he likes me and I said I like him back. But the thing is, I lied. I only said it cause I want a bf. I feel like it will be worth it (yes, I want it THAT badly...), but another part of me is asking what am I getting myself into. And another thing is, there is a guy I like more than this guy, but I haven't talked to him as much. I just don't want to risk losing this opportunity.
This is all very hard for me because I have an anxiety problem, and I don't feel comfortable with most people (especially this person...:/). I feel kind of sick I don't know what to do...I have never had to deal with anything like this cause of my extreme shyness..

 

[Cotton]

Just tell the truth! You will feel a lot better. If you don't like him that way you shouldn't pretend like you do.

 

[Falkor]

You should go for the guy you love/like..
Not go for someone you don't have feelings for..
Because that won't last long..
Follow your heart

 

[zecchino1991]

Ok I know this should embarrass me horribly. But honestly I am RELIEVED lol. He just told me that when he texted me that he liked me it was meant to go to someone else...I am honestly so happy that I don't have to be the one to tell the truth. Is that weird? lol. I feel like I should be embarrassed. But I was really uncomfortable with him, so I'm happy. I feel liberated. I feel like I just learned a lesson: don't pretend to like someone you don't like. And thank god I learned it the easy way. It could have been a lot worse. I only suffered for like...20 minutes from it.