I guess I will just list them since that seems to be the easiest way to do it. also I need a lot of reassurance on all the decisions I make don't know if that is OCD or not.
If i know deep down behind the cloud of ocd that I am not religious should I be?
I think that everything I do has deep meaning and it's God telling me to do something. I am pressured a lot religiously (evangelical) by the people I live with.
They are like my family but more like friends. the constant you'll go to hell if you do this scares the hell out of me more than any normal person. I'm so "morally" straight it hurts.
I know that when i pick up a baby or something I have to be careful not to think about it to deeply, because if I do then I have these intense thoughts of smothering the baby or killing it or something and I have the compulsion to throw it across the room or drop it and run away because I am so scared I might do that. Is that OCD because it scares me
I am super fearful of mind altering medication because of all the meds I had to take and didn't need which caused a lot of brain damage. I'm not sure how to deal with that or if there is a medication you can recommend. Because my brain has physically healed a alot I don't want anything that can destroy it again you know.
that's it for now if I can think of anything else I'll let you know
If i know deep down behind the cloud of ocd that I am not religious should I be?
I think that everything I do has deep meaning and it's God telling me to do something. I am pressured a lot religiously (evangelical) by the people I live with.
They are like my family but more like friends. the constant you'll go to hell if you do this scares the hell out of me more than any normal person. I'm so "morally" straight it hurts.
I know that when i pick up a baby or something I have to be careful not to think about it to deeply, because if I do then I have these intense thoughts of smothering the baby or killing it or something and I have the compulsion to throw it across the room or drop it and run away because I am so scared I might do that. Is that OCD because it scares me
I am super fearful of mind altering medication because of all the meds I had to take and didn't need which caused a lot of brain damage. I'm not sure how to deal with that or if there is a medication you can recommend. Because my brain has physically healed a alot I don't want anything that can destroy it again you know.
that's it for now if I can think of anything else I'll let you know