I live in the north west part of anglesey that's all I will say without sending you a pm.
Well I've spent all my life avoiding people and avoiding friendships really. I was too shy to talk to anyone throughout school and college other than one or two close friends. I have ended up basically without any friends. I tend to push people away by distancing myself by not keeping in touch, I think I send out a vibe that I need to be alone. I have a fear of getting familiar with people and I actually feel sick when I am in the company of others.
Well I really don't know how to get over it, part of me does not want to, sort of like I've given up and accepted my existence. I'm on antidepressants but that's about it.