I think I'll stop being obsessed or feeling shameful for my social phobia. I already enjoy life in some parts of it like eating good food ( broccoli, bananas, making juice of oranges), watching some tv shows (intervention -zone reality,a&e tv, spa of embarrissing illnesses -zone reality, cheaters-zone reality), walking in fresh air, sometimes jogging, listen to music, reading different stuff on the internet (wikipedia) and so on.
the only two things I must and i can improve are: no more porn and be more attentive with my personal hygiene: ok I admit, sometimes I was really guilty for this, so kill me
so I'm gonna stop judging myself cause you know I did a lot for someone in my condition: 8 years of junior school, 4 of high school, almost 3 of college it's a lot for a guy with social phobia.
so no more regrets for the people with I have lost contact, a lot of them could find me if they wanted to, I have never wanted to make someone feeling bad, but a lot of them weren't very attentive with me, although they may noticed I had some "problem", so **** them see them in hell ::and so on.
and one more thing I will have a kid only if I will find a really great woman and she will ask me for this a lot... I wouldn't want my kid to live in this ****ty world so it's gonna be hard to convince me to have a kid...
ok, thanks for attention if you read this, any feed back would be awesome
the only two things I must and i can improve are: no more porn and be more attentive with my personal hygiene: ok I admit, sometimes I was really guilty for this, so kill me
so I'm gonna stop judging myself cause you know I did a lot for someone in my condition: 8 years of junior school, 4 of high school, almost 3 of college it's a lot for a guy with social phobia.
so no more regrets for the people with I have lost contact, a lot of them could find me if they wanted to, I have never wanted to make someone feeling bad, but a lot of them weren't very attentive with me, although they may noticed I had some "problem", so **** them see them in hell ::and so on.
and one more thing I will have a kid only if I will find a really great woman and she will ask me for this a lot... I wouldn't want my kid to live in this ****ty world so it's gonna be hard to convince me to have a kid...
ok, thanks for attention if you read this, any feed back would be awesome