grapevine
Well-known member
The one thing that I would go to work for- he is gone now. And so I feel devasted. This person befriended me and stuff- its in my diary.
But I know I will most likely never see him again, even though he could contact me - I bet he never will. Never.
So it really hurts and feels so much like rejection- even before its started.
So I just feel this awful news I got today- that is on top of my already severe depression and I just dont want to go to work now- there is no drive - there is nothing and nobody in my life . I fell for someone like that- even if it was even just for a friend.
I really dont know how to get over this now. How can I make this better?
There is nothing in work anymore that pleases me. Whats the point- I cant even be creative anymore and I dont really want to.
Im getting so dangerous in this depression - its too much for me - I mean he was a sign of normalcy at work I guess and security - someone who was always there and to laugh with, and to feel feminine. And now all that is gone. : ( ...
But I know I will most likely never see him again, even though he could contact me - I bet he never will. Never.
So it really hurts and feels so much like rejection- even before its started.
So I just feel this awful news I got today- that is on top of my already severe depression and I just dont want to go to work now- there is no drive - there is nothing and nobody in my life . I fell for someone like that- even if it was even just for a friend.
I really dont know how to get over this now. How can I make this better?
There is nothing in work anymore that pleases me. Whats the point- I cant even be creative anymore and I dont really want to.
Im getting so dangerous in this depression - its too much for me - I mean he was a sign of normalcy at work I guess and security - someone who was always there and to laugh with, and to feel feminine. And now all that is gone. : ( ...