Chilling__Echo
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i've had such a bad night
drama with my ex bf again. i don't know how we're going to make all this work. i'm tired of the drama!! but the only way i see it ending is ending things completely with him but it seems my whole life people have come and gone and i don't want him to be the next...
i don't know how to make things work. life is so complicated.
i called him today for diner and he said he was in class and handed the phone to his teacher to prove it (this was before class had started yet though) and she was like "hello? is this just some girl or do you like him or something?" and i hear the class laughing in the background. i felt so offended and hurt. no i'm just his ex gf, we only dated for three years and now are trying to salvage the friendship, thanks for humiliating me though...
tonight really sucked.
and to top it off, i have friends to vent to but my closest one keeps telling me to ditch him altogether and i'm afraid eventually she'll get tired of MY shit and leave me. why am i so irrational?!?!? i know she wouldn't ever do that, we've been through thick and thin. i just don't have the security blanket anymore and i'm not used to being by myself. i'm so afraid of being alone. argh...
just needed to vent...
drama with my ex bf again. i don't know how we're going to make all this work. i'm tired of the drama!! but the only way i see it ending is ending things completely with him but it seems my whole life people have come and gone and i don't want him to be the next...
i don't know how to make things work. life is so complicated.
i called him today for diner and he said he was in class and handed the phone to his teacher to prove it (this was before class had started yet though) and she was like "hello? is this just some girl or do you like him or something?" and i hear the class laughing in the background. i felt so offended and hurt. no i'm just his ex gf, we only dated for three years and now are trying to salvage the friendship, thanks for humiliating me though...
tonight really sucked.
and to top it off, i have friends to vent to but my closest one keeps telling me to ditch him altogether and i'm afraid eventually she'll get tired of MY shit and leave me. why am i so irrational?!?!? i know she wouldn't ever do that, we've been through thick and thin. i just don't have the security blanket anymore and i'm not used to being by myself. i'm so afraid of being alone. argh...
just needed to vent...