I have serious OCD (fear of getting ill, touching things, touching people, go to toilet as it's dirty etc..) when i was a teenager but not so much social phobia (was shy but that was not social phobia). I has OCD though and it was pretty serious but as i start going to university, my social phobia developed and i get so anxious that it's even taken over my OCD.. i don't really care about dirtiness now cuz i am so anxious with social phobia now ... anyone has similar experience...
i guess i was already mentally ill when i had serious OCD that lead to social phobia and i don't know what it can lead me to now.. maybe madness.. Schizophrenia...seriously sometimes i have very strange disturbing thoughts(very dark and very disturbing).. i feel that someday i will not be able to support it anymore and i will really turn mad (maybe that would be better as i won't be anxious anymore)
i guess i was already mentally ill when i had serious OCD that lead to social phobia and i don't know what it can lead me to now.. maybe madness.. Schizophrenia...seriously sometimes i have very strange disturbing thoughts(very dark and very disturbing).. i feel that someday i will not be able to support it anymore and i will really turn mad (maybe that would be better as i won't be anxious anymore)