kuhtreen
Well-known member
There are two versions of me: the real me, and the awkward/insecure/uncomfortable/social phobic version of me.
It just sucks because I really think that people would like me if they knew the real girl that is hidden behind this disorder. But nobody can see her or know her.
You know what I just realized? Even around my family I am insecure, and it really effects the way I act around them...I don't even know who the "real me" is anymore. I honestly have no idea who I would be if I was confident and comfortable around people. Or maybe this is me, and I just want to believe that deep down I am someone better.
It just sucks because I really think that people would like me if they knew the real girl that is hidden behind this disorder. But nobody can see her or know her.
You know what I just realized? Even around my family I am insecure, and it really effects the way I act around them...I don't even know who the "real me" is anymore. I honestly have no idea who I would be if I was confident and comfortable around people. Or maybe this is me, and I just want to believe that deep down I am someone better.