My message to all of you.

iamantisocial

Well-known member
Hi all. First of all allow me to re-introduce myself.

My name is Chris... and its been more than a year since I've been on this forum.

Alot has changed.

If you ever try to dig up my old posts you would probably see the same old drivel about being angry and sad about how worthless my life is and how much I wallow in the pain and how much I long for a woman in my life or something.

Anyway I would like to reiterate that nothing really spectacular changed in my life except my PERCEPTION OF REALITY.

NO I didnt see that oh-so-pretty dream girl to kneel before me with a flower in her mouth... lol this is so cheesy.

But...

Whether you agree with me or not, I believe that our reality is just one out of an infinite number of realities out there. And not only that. Whatever thoughts you conceive will eventually become reality in this reality. You do not realize that. That is a fact whether you like it or not. No matter how much you deny it, it wont change a thing.

Why? Do you think that 2+2 = 5? 2+2 is always equal to 4 no matter how much you try to delude yourself into thinking that 2+2 = 5.

That IS the reality. As you think, you shall become.

What the mind can conceive, the body can achieve.

Mind over matter.

Sounds familiar?

But what is the relationship between my statements and social phobia?

You know what, I understand that this post may come off harsh to some of you. But I still feel I have a debt of gratitude to all of you here for supporting me and at least talking to me during those hard times. When I had a wounded soul, you at least gave a damn about me.

That is why now that things have changed, I feel it is my obligation to try to help you.

The first step in getting 'cured' does NOT lie in some magic pill or some medication.

The first step in getting healed LIES INSIDE OF YOU!!!

The medicine does not come from a pharmaceutical company that only at best provides a temporary solution. The medicine comes from the belief in yourself. That you would finally say:

IM SICK OF THIS! HOW LONG SHOULD I STAY IN THIS PRISON CALLED 'SOCIAL PHOBIA'?!? I AM A HUMAN BEING!!! I AM ME I AM FREE! I BELIEVE THAT IT IS THE RIGHT OF EVERY CREATURE IN THE UNIVERSE TO A HAPPY LIFE!!! AND I SHOULD BE HAPPY!

BECAUSE I AM ME. AND I AM FREE.

That is why from this day forward, I shall ask the Lord or Mohammad or Buddha or my higher self... or the Pleiadians, Andromedans, Sirians, etc... whoever you believe is your God(s)...

to give me strength. To heal me.

To break out of this imprisonment called social phobia.

Because I am me. and I am free.


Thank you for reading this. And I hope all of you will see better days in your lives. Because you deserve it.
 

InDeepshit

Well-known member
i love your post. It's very inspiring, and i feel what you say only sometimes... i just need to hold on to that feeling longer. Thanks for the post, i appreciate that you came back to tell us about how to break through.
 

Lea

Banned
Iamantisocial, I bet you read David Icke! Mind over matter - yes, that can theoretically work, but easier said than done. Esp. If you are depressed and hopeless and no willpower to do anything. Normally I try to keep going in spite of this and I used to have times when I was better, but somehow I´m loosing my qualities with time, I have less discipline and more pessimism.
I am bad ass!!!
 
Well I hate to be a party pooper here but I felt the same way you did for the longest time. I thought it was only a matter of time before positive thinking, good actions, Zen meditation and being a nice guy would pay off.

It never did. Pills saved me. I'm sure it isn't for everyone but it sure as hell was for me. I only wish I had tried them 20 years earlier.
 

Volaju

Member
The Illusion of Freedom. Sooner or Later, you will be crashing down again. In Life there is no peace only struggle, hence no freedom.
 
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