My dad is in the hospital again

[alwayssunnyinphiladelphia]

My dad is disabled because he had a stroke years ago my mum died when I was young. My dad started having seizures and vomiting in the middle of the night yesterday. I am just back from the hospital I think he might have had another stroke I feel ****ing **** right now I can't even go out to cheer myself up because going out just makes me feel inferior and bad about myself

 

[WeirdyMcGee]

I'm really sorry about all this...
I've been in similar situations before with health issues and worse-- always brings on so much stress and emotion.
The only thing that seems to help me for a short while is distraction.

You can keep venting here if it helps at all?

 

[alwayssunnyinphiladelphia]

I find it really hard not to get bitter does anybody else get this. My mums sister has 5 kids they are all very confident have no social problems I get very cross at them even tho I know it is unfair for me to do that I really can't help it.

 

[MrSunday]

I feel your pain...

Not sure how to help. From reading your second post, could it be that you envy your relatives? I would focus on your positive traits.

 

[alwayssunnyinphiladelphia]

I feel your pain...

Not sure how to help. From reading your second post, could it be that you envy your relatives? I would focus on your positive traits.

Thanks for replies I don't really expect anybody to be helpful I just like to know peoples listening.
He didn't have another stroke I just found out but he has a chest infection and has to stay in hospital. This is crazy the hospital phoned my house and I almost didn't answer because I was so nervous just to have to speak to another human. When they were asking me questions like about my dads medication and all I could hardly answer them. I don't have a stutter normally but when I'm talking to people I don't know well or have just met I kind of stutter it is really embarrassing plus other people notice it.

 

[Srijita52]

That's awful. I'm sorry. I hope he feels better soon. I understand it must be very hard for you too, hang in there.

 

[louiselouise]

Hope your dad get well soon. But dont depend too much on medicine.

 

[madmike]

Sorry, this sounds truly awful. I hope he'll be ok!

 

[truffleshuffle]

My dad is disabled because he had a stroke years ago my mum died when I was young. My dad started having seizures and vomiting in the middle of the night yesterday. I am just back from the hospital I think he might have had another stroke I feel ****ing **** right now I can't even go out to cheer myself up because going out just makes me feel inferior and bad about myself

I hate hostpitals had a operation my self this year and my mom nearly died this year. It was so bad they gave her last rights. I hope your father gets better Its a very scary time for sure.

 

[whatsoever]

I'm really sorry. I might sound ridiculous but you have to stay strong...