He he, I'm nota morning person either..
Princess, did your suicidal ideations and such get worse after you started 5 HTP and are you taking anything else? Just curious.
No, my suicidal ideations improved!!! I used to be completely consumed with suicidal thoughts/ideation ALL THE TIME. It was just awful. They subsided pretty quickly once I started on 5 HTP, which was great and I noticed a great mood lift! I even had people commenting that I was acting like a differnt (much nicer and more relaxed!!!) person!
The suicidal ideation has come back, but no where near as strong as it was, and I suspect it's because I'm experiencing some serious problems with my partner AND that work is pretty stressful at the moment AND I'm a little sleep-deprived AND - most importantly- I'm in the "detox" period from 5 HTP. I haven't taken any for nearly 5 days, because you're supposed to give your body periodic breaks from it to stop a tolerance forming.
And, no, I'm not taking anything else. Well I try to remember to take vitamins and fish oil, but I'm not on any thing serious.