many thoughts

[thersites]

i can't stop thinking. i've been awake for a couple of days now and cannot stop thinking and wondering and basically i don't want to be here. i have considered just leaving the country and finding out if i could change things but i can't cope with people very well and am wholeheartedly a terrible person to be around so i would be alone no matter where i was on earth. i don't know why i'm even posting but i can't sleep and i have no-one to talk to and my mind is racing with thoughts. i am particularly unwell.

 

[laure15]

Yeah, sometimes I get the same feeling too. No matter where I move, I don't fit in and am unwanted so I'd be alone no matter where I am. But, I would rather be at my current place than go back to all the other places I've lived in before. It's just a bit better here.