Hi, I need someone's advice again. I know I am a mess right now. One of colleagues is a pain in the ***. He gave me headache again today because he knew I am against him the most. But with SA, I find it hard to deal with this. Though a few of my colleagues still back me up now, I won't really count on them if they found out I have SA, as they are used to judging people based on their ability. So I felt miserable again today. And while I was at another place having to work with people, I couldn't help but trembled. I don't know how much people have noticed but I can only tell myself that I have got to accept who I am right now.