Iseesky
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I'm currently going into my 3rd year in college. I took a semester off, so with summer, it's felt like AGES since I've been in school! My college is small and I commute their everyday. Most people live pretty close, but I don't, unfortunately.
I think I'm pretty good at making friends in college. In college it's a level playing field. Nobody (or very few people at least) has friends with them in class. Everyone is going to different colleges and universities or they're in different classes. That means that everyone is alone...People aren't used to being alone. I am! It doesn't bother me. Though, it makes most people uncomfortable and they're more shy than they normally are. So, because of this I have no trouble approaching people. I don't think you'd think I was the slightest bit anxious if you met me in class. I don't raise my hand or speak in front of the class, but when it comes time to socialize, I'm pretty good at it. ::
The problem is, when it comes time to get to know them better...I struggle. I can talk to them about impersonal things, but I can't ask them to coffee or tell them to add me on facebook. I always feel like maybe they don't even like me much...Maybe I'm being clingy. They probably have their own friends at home. They don't need me. And then once our classes are done for the semester, I never see them again. Occasionally they'll add me on facebook, but then I still can't maintain a friendship with them. I just find every reason why we wouldn't end up being very good friends anyway.
So, the fact that I can make friends easily is just pointless because I can never keep them! I just feel really lonely. I have one friend that I see a lot. I love her and we're good friends. But, both of us want a group of friends that we can go see a movie or go out for dinner with. We're both kind of in the same position.
Maybe that makes sense to some of you who are in the same boat as me? I guess it's an insecurity thing. Feeling like people don't really want to be friends with you. Or not wanting to be friends with people because they'll find out how boring you are! Any advice?
I think I'm pretty good at making friends in college. In college it's a level playing field. Nobody (or very few people at least) has friends with them in class. Everyone is going to different colleges and universities or they're in different classes. That means that everyone is alone...People aren't used to being alone. I am! It doesn't bother me. Though, it makes most people uncomfortable and they're more shy than they normally are. So, because of this I have no trouble approaching people. I don't think you'd think I was the slightest bit anxious if you met me in class. I don't raise my hand or speak in front of the class, but when it comes time to socialize, I'm pretty good at it. ::
The problem is, when it comes time to get to know them better...I struggle. I can talk to them about impersonal things, but I can't ask them to coffee or tell them to add me on facebook. I always feel like maybe they don't even like me much...Maybe I'm being clingy. They probably have their own friends at home. They don't need me. And then once our classes are done for the semester, I never see them again. Occasionally they'll add me on facebook, but then I still can't maintain a friendship with them. I just find every reason why we wouldn't end up being very good friends anyway.
So, the fact that I can make friends easily is just pointless because I can never keep them! I just feel really lonely. I have one friend that I see a lot. I love her and we're good friends. But, both of us want a group of friends that we can go see a movie or go out for dinner with. We're both kind of in the same position.
Maybe that makes sense to some of you who are in the same boat as me? I guess it's an insecurity thing. Feeling like people don't really want to be friends with you. Or not wanting to be friends with people because they'll find out how boring you are! Any advice?