I found this when Googling. Thought it was interesting. I thought the part about sleep disorder is interesting. I've been friendless for years, and lonely for a lot of this time. During this time my sleep has been getting worse. And I keep feeling worse overall.
I'm starting to think that if I don't make some real changes in my life/in myself, get some good friends, and have fun with other people, I'm going to die young. Despite eating healthier, exercising more, and trying lots of different things to become healthier and feel better, I seem to just slowly be getting worse and worse. I've had lots of tests and been to the doctors a lot through the years and there is nothing physically wrong with me.

I'm starting to think that if I don't make some real changes in my life/in myself, get some good friends, and have fun with other people, I'm going to die young. Despite eating healthier, exercising more, and trying lots of different things to become healthier and feel better, I seem to just slowly be getting worse and worse. I've had lots of tests and been to the doctors a lot through the years and there is nothing physically wrong with me.