lonely summers

[isolation]

..........

 

[BlackKids]

Moving forward can be very difficult (and scary). I guess you just have to look at your life and see what u would like to change.
Look for clubs, I joined one recently, a cycling club and its great to talk to other people who share the same interests as you.

 

[anomicdeer]

its great to talk to other people who share the same interests as you.

Even if I did that, when I think about it, there's really nothing I would have in common with anyone. I'm such a boring person. I mean, if I'm in that club then we must have something in common but I just hate that people always have to ask certain things to talk about something. Why can't we just talk about that stuff(whatever activity it is). You might be better off not knowing those details than for me to tell you and be creeped out or not interested anymore. If you tell people you don't have friends and don't do anything else, they probably won't realize the point that you want a new life, meet new people and get a hobby. They'll just look at you as if there's something wrong.

 

[Hadron]

The upcoming summer is going to be the most challenging summer of my life as of yet. If I'll pass it successfully (physically and mentally), my dwindling ego will get a massive boost, hehe.

 

[chained]

YEAH, i KNOW HOW U FEEL, BUT SEE ALL THRSEE PPLS GOTS A PLAN!
U NEED TO MAKE A PLAN, AND STICK TO IT!

 

[lunarla]

I guess they'd probably seem kinda lonely, but I actually don't get that lonely feeling'd.

 

[xxaimsxx]

I know. Isnt it the worst thing looking at the sun outside but then thinking 'i have nothing to go out for!'

I used to love summer when i would just stay out late with all my old friends going out to the park/beach and shops. I really miss them days i really do.

 

[ありがとう]

I'm not looking forward to this summer too, it'd be a lonely one, so you're not alone. Seeing the sun shine brightly where I can't even go and enjoy it with someone is kinda sad. But I'm determined to make use of it (even if I am alone) better than last year where I spent doing nothing at all! :<

 

[boosh]

some people ask me to do stuff during the summer during the last weeks at school which really gets my hopes up. but then i don't have the courage to text them during the summer asking them, because i think they don't really like me. so last summer while everyone had fun i was sat at home doing nothing. can't even chat to anyone on facebook or msn. and today nearly everyone i know is out enjoying the sun and i'm here at home watching tv