loneliness

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It's strange how social anxiety affects so many people in so many different ways - I have social anxiety and all I do is smile to people - that nervous smile - it's not even geniune, it's automatic out of anxiety tension. Weird.
Do you think you're depressed, possibly? That usually tends to cycle with loneliness, pretty bad.

at least u can smile to people i give a really hostile expression(i cant help it).
yea i thought i was depressed..but doc says it's not depression. i used to be suicidal but i've come to the belief that i wont die because im probably afraid of killing myself..so there's no point thinking of death.

i'm just still very unmotivated........it's really hard to keep motivated..wonder if anybody can help in this