Life is too much for me.

[anomicdeer]

I'm over the fact that I am too shy and quiet.

But the fact that I can't stand nearly everything other people do these days.
I have no interest in anything. People can say I have no life and all that other stuff but seriously! You are ****ed up.

But then maybe it's really me that's ****ed up if no else has a problem.
Just look at newer movies and tv shows. You probably wouldn't know what my problem is. And I think I just proved to you that I'm really the ****ed up one and I can't handle life anymore. I don't know how I became this way... I just want to go...

 

[coyote]

younger people are under great pressure to fit in to mainstream culture

i wonder if there's a correlation between that and the high prevalence of depression and suicide

fortunately, fitting in becomes less and less of an issue as you get older

it seems that as people get older and have more things in their own life to worry about, they become less worried about what everyone else is doing

perhaps it's a sign of maturity that you feel as though you don't fit the same mold as everyone else

that seems like something to rejoice about rather than lament

 

[anomicdeer]

It's difficult to find anything I like... as least something free.


It's so dumb I can only seem to be into language usually
but I am too shy and negative about life to even
practice or stay motivated to improve.

And other stuff... I don't know.
I'm having a difficult time to decided
on going for a walk right now but it'll be dark in about 2 hours.

 

[Fighter86]

I feel the same...they say the world would end in May, maybe it really would and put me out of misery. For starters I feel extremely lonely. Second, I really am putting on weight fast, I look very bloated and unattractive, but for the life of me, I simply can't get my act together to lose weight. I have nothing, food is my only comfort. Third, I really am sick and tired of my colleagues probing of my personal life, sick and tired period. They can tell I have no life outside of work but insensitive pricks kept asking me what I do over the damn weekends. Oh god, how I hate them. And one of the ladies colleagues really dislike me so I have to deal with her as well. Forth, I hate my parents, they are part of the reason I have become a recluse but they see no problem with me being this way, hate hate hate them. Fifth, I hate this guy I am sort of seeing, he doesnt care about me, never has time for me ever, just comes to me whenever he feels like it, and disappears when he doesnt but I have no choice since I have no one else. Sixth, I am always tired, tired from work, letargic in the mornings, knocked out in bed over the weekends, rise and repeat. In a nutshell, I hate my life, myself and I. I wish I never existed, such a waste of space.

 

[Clown]

no fighter86 its party in 2012 december

 

[HermitFox]

It's so dumb I can only seem to be into language usually
but I am too shy and negative about life to even
practice or stay motivated to improve.

hi, I'm not sure I'll be much help, but there's some language video courses you can just get free on the internet. you might need to look around, depending what language, but they're there...

sticking to something like that is hard, but eventually it could provide motivation.

but, I'm not sure if you mean that you can't find interest in what other people do, but...if you blinker yourself to their crazy ways, I think you'll have lots of interests out there, they might just take looking for... =|

sorry if that's not much help, hope you're feeling maybe a little better now.

 

[Necrucifer]

lol 2012 the world was supposed to end in october to and last year and the year before...has not happened yet As long as its not a huge flood I'm game though...water scares me rofl. As for life is to much...it is and I think about suicide alot but its not worth it...I even had really clear thoughts and trying to think the least painful way to die...just imagining how something would feel makes you change your mind also...

but its not worth it...something always happens that turns out good even if it takes a couple years or more or less...then if something bad happens something good will happen again to make you forget that...just never know when...even if you do not go out rarely it happens.

I still have thoughts about it but I have a kid on the way now and I gotta be there...at first I was freaked out now I kind am excited about it I do not know you but we are all ****ed up one way or another but does not mean its a bad thing...can be but we all have our baggage. Dont go knocking life yet...it may seem worthless and feel worthless alot of times I know trust me...but surprises happen.