Just wallowing

[PennyLane]

I'm having the worst day in a long time!

Its pretty late sunday night...in fact its really early monday morn over here. I've spent the whole day alone and im running on empty....im seriously wondering how I am going to get up tomorrow.

Unfortuantely I have work due in tomorrow and stuff to do tomorrow night, but I feel like a bit of a zombie to be honest!

Also just saw my ex who I can't seem to get over with his new girlfriend (i presume) all lovey dovey. So now I have the sdded image of him cuddled up asleep with her like we used to be while im alone....like I always am.

It seems really hard to get through these days when you can't think of a good reason to get through them? What is the struggle for???

I have pretty much cried now for 7 hours straight and I'm very tired of the pain to be honest.

Im sorry I dont really have question or anything to say, I just haven't been able to get hold of anyone today and I needed to get it out.

Thanks for listening/reading...I hope everyone is having a much better day

 

[divethruhaze]

hope you get better *hugs*

 

[BlackKids]

Hope your feeling better hunny. It always hurts when you see an ex who has moved on, so hopefully you can do the same

I find that life is a struggle but nothing worth having is going to be easy. It makes me more determined to try harder to achieve the things I want, Love of a good women, good job etc

xxx take it easy