Chrysalis
Well-known member
Hello,
Well, I did a little searching today, took the leap and decided to join this community.
Not exactly sure why, but I think after years of being a loner and steadfastly claiming that I don't need anyone or much connection in my life, I think I do, as I've been feeling rather lonely lately.
Even though obviously I haven't done so well up until this point regarding wellness, the fact that I am seeking out avenues to connect with others is a sign (if only to me) that I am only human and no woman is an island
I feel in the last few years I've made many improvements, but feel that my 'afflictions' will always be with me - I've somewhat resigned myself to that fact also actually.
I may not be living the ideal, stellar life, but I am surviving *shrugs*
Unsure if that's the right attitude to take at present.
I'm 30.f.Australia by the way
For pretty much all of my life, I've suffered from Social Phobia, Anxiety and Depression - Agoraphobia is my main sticker though. Just can't seem to shake it.
Once I warm up to people, I'm usually ok in social situations (but saying that, don't go out often and never on my own). I do venture out occassionally, but it's usually not for long (hence my pasty skin tone)
I've never joined a Social Phobia network before, so admittedly am a little wary as I am a private person, but as mentioned, did want to chat to others who unfortuately have to suffer and go through what is still a misunderstood illness.
It's sad that so many people all over the world suffer from anxieties, but I think it's great that there are communities where you can all come together.
Thanks very much for reading & I look forward to continuing my commitment to reconnect with others.
xx
Well, I did a little searching today, took the leap and decided to join this community.
Not exactly sure why, but I think after years of being a loner and steadfastly claiming that I don't need anyone or much connection in my life, I think I do, as I've been feeling rather lonely lately.
Even though obviously I haven't done so well up until this point regarding wellness, the fact that I am seeking out avenues to connect with others is a sign (if only to me) that I am only human and no woman is an island
I feel in the last few years I've made many improvements, but feel that my 'afflictions' will always be with me - I've somewhat resigned myself to that fact also actually.
I may not be living the ideal, stellar life, but I am surviving *shrugs*
Unsure if that's the right attitude to take at present.
I'm 30.f.Australia by the way
For pretty much all of my life, I've suffered from Social Phobia, Anxiety and Depression - Agoraphobia is my main sticker though. Just can't seem to shake it.
Once I warm up to people, I'm usually ok in social situations (but saying that, don't go out often and never on my own). I do venture out occassionally, but it's usually not for long (hence my pasty skin tone)
I've never joined a Social Phobia network before, so admittedly am a little wary as I am a private person, but as mentioned, did want to chat to others who unfortuately have to suffer and go through what is still a misunderstood illness.
It's sad that so many people all over the world suffer from anxieties, but I think it's great that there are communities where you can all come together.
Thanks very much for reading & I look forward to continuing my commitment to reconnect with others.
xx
