Why I am desperate to quit my job:
I have been working as production operative (semi-skilled) in factory for over 2 years now...The problem is I am over qualified for that job which do not help me with my low self -esteem and confidence. I finished University back in Poland ( faculty of economics), I reckon my English is not so bad ( much better than it used to be). I work with people without any education, they are quite prejudiced against foreigners, some of them are bullies, taking the piss out of my accent and moreover I do not have any opportunity to practise my social skills. The job I do is stultifying and mind- numbing ( machine operator). In addition to all this crap, it is double shift work which means every second week I work early mornings and afrenoons. It makes me really tired. Tiredness contribute to my social anxiety.The only reason I am there is money( they pay decent salary). I am stuck in a rut.
I would love to change environment for more friendly one to have some interactions with different people. Maybe I would meet better people in a new place?
Like you said in one of your previous posts. Your job gonna help you with your SA. Maybe Beggining gonna be difficult for you but in the long term you will improve. Face the things you fear and fear will go away. It is all about practice.