Redzer
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So good news gang, great news infact 
i dont i have SA/SP anymore!! thats it i'm done with it now for good its over and i'm ready to begin my life again woohoo :: i came here only a few days ago and in my indroduction i said i was lookin for that last bit of help to get over this and i found it here.
But what else helped me sooooooooooooooo much was the fact that i confessed something to somebody that i was blamed for years ago and i got the support i need and it felt like a ****in huge weight was lifted from me that day.. i kept it inside me for 13 years! i went through ****ing shit cause of it and ended up with these problems because of it!! but know no thats all changed listen i'm not sayin i told somebody my confession and then boom i was cured i wish, i had to work hard to get to were i was to say it in the first place but since then i can feel a new me coming.....the real me if you will ohh i'm on my way... i'm coming out (not in the gay sense lmao) make way for the real Barry hes here!!
i cant help but be excited cause i know this is the real deal i still have a few issues i can deal wit with no bother and in time they will go to i'm also I'm gonna stick around to support others. I wanted this so bad so i worked for it hard and i got there but last night what i think confirmend it was my dream see here
http://www.socialphobiaworld.com/post-your-dreams-thread-18705/ (mines the 6th one down)
You know what i feel damn ****in good tonight i'm free....
I'll leave you with this my friend told me when i started out DJing
Conceive it, Believe it, and you will Achieve it.
i dont i have SA/SP anymore!!
thats it i'm done with it now for good its over and i'm ready to begin my life again woohoo :: i came here only a few days ago and in my indroduction i said i was lookin for that last bit of help to get over this and i found it here. But what else helped me sooooooooooooooo much was the fact that i confessed something to somebody that i was blamed for years ago and i got the support i need and it felt like a ****in huge weight was lifted from me that day.. i kept it inside me for 13 years! i went through ****ing shit cause of it and ended up with these problems because of it!! but know no thats all changed listen i'm not sayin i told somebody my confession and then boom i was cured i wish, i had to work hard to get to were i was to say it in the first place but since then i can feel a new me coming.....the real me if you will ohh i'm on my way... i'm coming out (not in the gay sense lmao) make way for the real Barry hes here!!
i cant help but be excited cause i know this is the real deal i still have a few issues i can deal wit with no bother and in time they will go to i'm also I'm gonna stick around to support others. I wanted this so bad so i worked for it hard and i got there but last night what i think confirmend it was my dream see here
http://www.socialphobiaworld.com/post-your-dreams-thread-18705/ (mines the 6th one down)
You know what i feel damn ****in good tonight i'm free....
I'll leave you with this my friend told me when i started out DJing
Conceive it, Believe it, and you will Achieve it.
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