why are you questioning your self ?
if you don't feel good around people can it be because they think or act in a way than you away that you don't like or maybe you feel there is something wrong about it ?
do you know that the vast majority of people today are brain washed by media that we dont live our natural life today but we live in a way that we was brainwashed to live ?
maybe something inside of you is screaming this is not the natural life that you was created to live ?
what do you think ?