Hi, I suffer. Been suffering since junior high. use to love the spotlight, class clown and all. gained weight, was fat, was picked on. lost all self-esteem, began to blush, shyest person ever. i lost the weight, but i dont have my esteem. self hate, redness for no reason, depression and all that stuff. i'm 19 now and i'm sick of this bullshit. worst part is people dont understand and they expect you to be happy. you're to blame for not going out, for not having fun, for not being social, for not being like everyone else. anyways...yadda ydaa ydaa. i bitch too much about it already.
THE IMPORTANCE OF MUSIC.
Don't listen to pop music. It's a lie for two reasons: life does not work out that way and even the artists themselves and the most avid fans dont subscribe to any of the crap suggested in pop music. It'll actually just give you some false image of life that will make yours worse. we have trouble expressing ourselves. The truth is everyone is out for their own advantage...
You need to listen to heavy music. Lots of metal, slipknot and trivium are good. It represents how you already feel.
THAT SAID
Look, in psychology there is a lot of studying on reinforcement. That is, its strongly believed that repeatedly taking in certain feelings, ideas or views will increase likelihood of changing one's outlook (studies show those who watch tv more than a few hours a day have a worse outlook on life). So, as a matter of fact we shouldn't be listening to metal music, since it reinforces our depressed views about the world, making it hard to escape.
IN THE END
I really dont care...I can't stop listening to how much the word sucks and how full of shit people are. I say either start listening to heavy music or begin. At this point it will only make you feel better, but oddly enough it wont improve your situation one bit.
THE IMPORTANCE OF MUSIC.
Don't listen to pop music. It's a lie for two reasons: life does not work out that way and even the artists themselves and the most avid fans dont subscribe to any of the crap suggested in pop music. It'll actually just give you some false image of life that will make yours worse. we have trouble expressing ourselves. The truth is everyone is out for their own advantage...
You need to listen to heavy music. Lots of metal, slipknot and trivium are good. It represents how you already feel.
THAT SAID
Look, in psychology there is a lot of studying on reinforcement. That is, its strongly believed that repeatedly taking in certain feelings, ideas or views will increase likelihood of changing one's outlook (studies show those who watch tv more than a few hours a day have a worse outlook on life). So, as a matter of fact we shouldn't be listening to metal music, since it reinforces our depressed views about the world, making it hard to escape.
IN THE END
I really dont care...I can't stop listening to how much the word sucks and how full of shit people are. I say either start listening to heavy music or begin. At this point it will only make you feel better, but oddly enough it wont improve your situation one bit.
