Hi, im a SPW forum virgin, so please be gentle with me,
I have the happiest feeling inside to know i am not alone in this phenominal situation, I have searched long and hard to find a solution for myself.
I have been aware of my problem for 10 or more years and watched it progressively get worse....however..
2 years ago I dropped everything and escaped to Europe, much thanks to my Lil Bro, when i say escaped, i literally left myself behind, and set off for the scariest adventure of my life...THE BEST THING, i have ever done..
I am back in Sydney again and am feeling my old self creeping back again, the person i left behind...and i dont want him back
But i did manage to do it, i just cant afford to run off to europe anymore...lol..so i hope me chatting to likeminded folk will give me some joy and make some new friends..
O-bear