xBONESstyle
Member
Hey. I'm new here.
I won't spend too much time going over how I suffer Agoraphobia, since we all know how awful and debilitating it can get. Just that I'm 25, living housebound off of my mom, and am regularly frantic over how my life is gone to waste.
But today I'm going to start salvaging what potential I have left, and do everything in my power to make a new life for myself where I can wake up and feel valuable, loved, and in control. I'm not sure exactly how I'm going to manage it, but I'll be reading, thinking, and most importantly acting whenever I'm unsure of my next step. If it's okay with you guys, I'll come back and share my experiences / ideas / encouragement. Not to make use this place for my own mental masturbation, just... I'm gonna commit to this, and if it works, I'd like to try to help out, jookno?
Here's a crude plan:
--Stay OFF the internet today after I finish this post. [it's a big enabler for me]
--Take my dog for a walk.
--Shave my out-of-control beard, and work on ways to get myself a positive self-image.
--Read at least one self-help article / book / etc. Keep the ideas going.
--Keep finding ways of improving.
Also, I'm up for any input anyone else has to offer. :]
I won't spend too much time going over how I suffer Agoraphobia, since we all know how awful and debilitating it can get. Just that I'm 25, living housebound off of my mom, and am regularly frantic over how my life is gone to waste.
But today I'm going to start salvaging what potential I have left, and do everything in my power to make a new life for myself where I can wake up and feel valuable, loved, and in control. I'm not sure exactly how I'm going to manage it, but I'll be reading, thinking, and most importantly acting whenever I'm unsure of my next step. If it's okay with you guys, I'll come back and share my experiences / ideas / encouragement. Not to make use this place for my own mental masturbation, just... I'm gonna commit to this, and if it works, I'd like to try to help out, jookno?
Here's a crude plan:
--Stay OFF the internet today after I finish this post. [it's a big enabler for me]
--Take my dog for a walk.
--Shave my out-of-control beard, and work on ways to get myself a positive self-image.
--Read at least one self-help article / book / etc. Keep the ideas going.
--Keep finding ways of improving.
Also, I'm up for any input anyone else has to offer. :]