EscapeArtist
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Purely for my benefit to get it out somewhere, you don't have to read my long and angry rambling.
As I've mentioned a lot of times, I do a ton of research. I have been obsessed with getting to the truth of things, despite the government. Somehow I ended up stumbling onto health, through my own health-revelations having to do with my gluten intolerance. From birth, I have suffered from things that my gluten intolerance and lactose intolerance caused me..: severe depression, severe chronic fatigue syndrome, chronic IBS, chronic joint pain to the point that I couldn't walk anywhere and I cried myself to sleep, ataxia so bad that I couldn't move my mouth to speak too often, excessive sweating everywhere really, hotflashes, I was autistic and now thankgod i'm not, every now and then I had seizures, I was constantly in a daze and could stare at a wall for days entertained, lack of balance/co-ordination, anemia, bipolar disorder, ADD, and cerebral atrophy (lack of blood flow to the brain, damaging the brain).
The point is that, I am scarred by this betrayal of the government to feed me things that would permanently damage me, if I hadn't have caught it earlier. I understand the pains of mysterious disease and now, I am too scarred to handle the sights of disease and pain of others.
When I go outside all I see is others suffering with diseases like mine, complaining, no hope, but I suspect they can be healed in the same way.. All I see is the suffering because there is so much of it!! But even worse, I speak my story about how hopeful we can be that it isn't something wrong with US but our environment, or our food, and I am shot down, the government has brainwashed most of them! Eat 12 servings of grains a day, drink your milk! So that the government can make money off of your cancer, schizophrenia, depression, anxiety, aggression, Alzheimers, arthritis, dementia, autism, IBS, crohn's, fibromyalgia, atresia, kidney disease, hypothyroidism, cirrhosis, autoimmune thyroid disease, asthma, aspergers, ADD/ADHD, osteoporosis, cerebellar atrophy<<--- "There is proof that gluten consumption may be the most important factor in the predisposition of auto-immune diseases"... there are 182 diseases listed in this book, scientifically proven to be connected to this ****, and they all make a lot of sense when you look at the science of each disease and the way gluten affects our bodies... but where does this info go? Government is choosing not to promote this knowledge, but rather promote the growing rate of cancer, which only HAPPENED to SHOW UP once man began to eat GRAINS. Not a coincidence.
And why does the government tell us to eat these things, even though there are more and more studies pouring in about how milk infact CAUSES osteoporosis and cancer, and that gluten can case 182 extremely popular diseases??? Because of the money it brings in through the need of medical care and medication.
My mom went through 5 miscarriages before discovering her gluten sensitivity. Now she is still drinking milk even though she's lactose intolerant, and her severe ADD, depression, anxiety, paranoia, muscle and joint pains, heart palpitations, hot flashes, migraines and memory loss has consumed her. She simply covers it up with enormous doses of ritalin, prozac, and other antidepressants. In the end, she sleeps all day and spends her day shouting at people or cleaning like she's on meth. I do not have a mother and I blame the government. I don't want anybody telling me that gluten and milk doesn't do all of these things unless they find proof of that. Go look up "study proving that milk makes strong bones" or that gluten is good for you. My god I am so fed up with the world....... they have taken my childhood and my mother, and because this runs in families I know it's the cause of my sister's debilitating digestive disorders, bipolar disorder, and all the other things I used to suffer with. And I have to watch her, completely in denial.... another person taken away from me by this stupid.. "Food".
At least now I am free and 'i can see cleaaaaaarly now the rain i gone'...
I understand that one cannot control people. I just had to rant about it... AGAIN. because this knowledge is making me CYNICAL and ANGRY like an old man who just can't handle the truth alone. I can't handle seeing other people go through what I had to go through. Those diseases are the reasons I was taunted, hated, excluded, "worthless".... I can't handle it.... not alone, no...
As I've mentioned a lot of times, I do a ton of research. I have been obsessed with getting to the truth of things, despite the government. Somehow I ended up stumbling onto health, through my own health-revelations having to do with my gluten intolerance. From birth, I have suffered from things that my gluten intolerance and lactose intolerance caused me..: severe depression, severe chronic fatigue syndrome, chronic IBS, chronic joint pain to the point that I couldn't walk anywhere and I cried myself to sleep, ataxia so bad that I couldn't move my mouth to speak too often, excessive sweating everywhere really, hotflashes, I was autistic and now thankgod i'm not, every now and then I had seizures, I was constantly in a daze and could stare at a wall for days entertained, lack of balance/co-ordination, anemia, bipolar disorder, ADD, and cerebral atrophy (lack of blood flow to the brain, damaging the brain).
The point is that, I am scarred by this betrayal of the government to feed me things that would permanently damage me, if I hadn't have caught it earlier. I understand the pains of mysterious disease and now, I am too scarred to handle the sights of disease and pain of others.
When I go outside all I see is others suffering with diseases like mine, complaining, no hope, but I suspect they can be healed in the same way.. All I see is the suffering because there is so much of it!! But even worse, I speak my story about how hopeful we can be that it isn't something wrong with US but our environment, or our food, and I am shot down, the government has brainwashed most of them! Eat 12 servings of grains a day, drink your milk! So that the government can make money off of your cancer, schizophrenia, depression, anxiety, aggression, Alzheimers, arthritis, dementia, autism, IBS, crohn's, fibromyalgia, atresia, kidney disease, hypothyroidism, cirrhosis, autoimmune thyroid disease, asthma, aspergers, ADD/ADHD, osteoporosis, cerebellar atrophy<<--- "There is proof that gluten consumption may be the most important factor in the predisposition of auto-immune diseases"... there are 182 diseases listed in this book, scientifically proven to be connected to this ****, and they all make a lot of sense when you look at the science of each disease and the way gluten affects our bodies... but where does this info go? Government is choosing not to promote this knowledge, but rather promote the growing rate of cancer, which only HAPPENED to SHOW UP once man began to eat GRAINS. Not a coincidence.
And why does the government tell us to eat these things, even though there are more and more studies pouring in about how milk infact CAUSES osteoporosis and cancer, and that gluten can case 182 extremely popular diseases??? Because of the money it brings in through the need of medical care and medication.
My mom went through 5 miscarriages before discovering her gluten sensitivity. Now she is still drinking milk even though she's lactose intolerant, and her severe ADD, depression, anxiety, paranoia, muscle and joint pains, heart palpitations, hot flashes, migraines and memory loss has consumed her. She simply covers it up with enormous doses of ritalin, prozac, and other antidepressants. In the end, she sleeps all day and spends her day shouting at people or cleaning like she's on meth. I do not have a mother and I blame the government. I don't want anybody telling me that gluten and milk doesn't do all of these things unless they find proof of that. Go look up "study proving that milk makes strong bones" or that gluten is good for you. My god I am so fed up with the world....... they have taken my childhood and my mother, and because this runs in families I know it's the cause of my sister's debilitating digestive disorders, bipolar disorder, and all the other things I used to suffer with. And I have to watch her, completely in denial.... another person taken away from me by this stupid.. "Food".
At least now I am free and 'i can see cleaaaaaarly now the rain i gone'...
I understand that one cannot control people. I just had to rant about it... AGAIN. because this knowledge is making me CYNICAL and ANGRY like an old man who just can't handle the truth alone. I can't handle seeing other people go through what I had to go through. Those diseases are the reasons I was taunted, hated, excluded, "worthless".... I can't handle it.... not alone, no...
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