I'm gonna go frickin CRAZY!!!

I've been home alone all DAY and everyone keeps blowing me OFF!! I thought i was gonna have a panic attack so i took some of my grandpa's Gabapentin to calm me down! now I feel like I'm gonna go crazy!!! I was supossed to move out of this crappy moldy arse apartment but I couldn't go! now I have to stay here all alone all day with no one . I'm so sick of being alone and I have no friends to talk to and all of my sisters are too busy for me.

I feel so alone right now...

I want to cry but I can't!

My heart is like literally beating out of my chest. i feel it through out my entire body...
 
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agoraphobickatie

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:( that sucks, i sorry =/

just wait for it to pass.. your heart can't beat like crazy forever, eventually you'll calm down.. i've been bored as hell today, too.. just one of those days where i wish i had enough courage to get in my own damn car and go somewhere myself =/ lol
 

Why

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look on the positive side, u took the initiative to ask ppl to hang out? alot of ppl here including me have trouble doing that
 
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