Alina
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I think I should kil m_yself, I feel so upset bout everything..Ive just met friends and Im starting to lose them ,cos few of them are too cute and Im afraid to tell them bout my problem, so I start tro avoid them for not to dissapoint ,others just think I use them cos Im too cute ..haha....thats silly and its not true, the yjust dont wanna meet me and stuff...I feel so bad(((((((((((((((((((999999 They all look for girlfriends, and I need a friend and if I dont show that Id like to date them they dont see the point of being with me((((((((((((((((9
anyway. Im just pointless and I have too many probs and I dont have talents or whatever ,I better do something with myself really Will choose a date and the way ,pills probably. I also have enough money so that my parents will ahve less probs with all this mess I will do
heh sounds emo or childish but I really feel so bad now and Im jsut too tired of being optimisting and fighting
anyway. Im just pointless and I have too many probs and I dont have talents or whatever ,I better do something with myself really Will choose a date and the way ,pills probably. I also have enough money so that my parents will ahve less probs with all this mess I will do
heh sounds emo or childish but I really feel so bad now and Im jsut too tired of being optimisting and fighting