Gieky
Well-known member
I'm new here and wanted to say hi to everyone and introduce myself!
I have been terrified of people and just life in general for 25 years. At least some of my fear and anxiety exists solely in my head but most of it comes from poor social skills and way too many negative experiences I would rather just forget about.
I see myself through my own eyes as funny, intelligent and pretty. I see myself through other people's eyes as weird, inept and disgusting.
At work, at home and with friends, I am surrounded by socially confident people; they are freakin' everywhere! I do not have anyone close to me who understands what I go through on a daily basis. So I came here in search of that. I just want to know I am not alone.
I have been terrified of people and just life in general for 25 years. At least some of my fear and anxiety exists solely in my head but most of it comes from poor social skills and way too many negative experiences I would rather just forget about.
I see myself through my own eyes as funny, intelligent and pretty. I see myself through other people's eyes as weird, inept and disgusting.
At work, at home and with friends, I am surrounded by socially confident people; they are freakin' everywhere! I do not have anyone close to me who understands what I go through on a daily basis. So I came here in search of that. I just want to know I am not alone.