I wish I could tell her

[dannyboy65]

Well I knew this girl for 3 years. We are good friends since last year and we talk every night and she trusts me more then most people I'm sure of it. We both have trouble talking to people and are schizophrenic. We talk alot about how we feel emotionally, I feel like she's the only person that cares for me. When I attempt to kill myself she always stops me. I think about her alot, and I dream of holding her one day. I just wish I could tell her my feelings, a few months back I told her I liked her but it was just the wrong time to because her jerk ex boyfriend dumped her and used her. I feel like I wouldn't be good enough for her I always seem to screw good stuff up. I been single for 2 years and once I met her I liked her a little and that grew I now feel more than that for her. She is a very important person to me I try my best to help her through everything. I just wish she could know it kills me not being able to tell her. I even talked her out of killing herself numerous times, I always tell her how I feel, and she tells me. She's lonely and alone alot like me, she cries alot and it always hurts me when shes crying. I always try to be her shoulder to cry on, she's hurt by so many people she just wants to be normal she has the same wish as me. But I know that will never happen because to everyone else were called freaks. But to me she isn't a freak she's someone who feels my pain. I just wish I could tell her I love her....

 

[Steppen-Wolf]

I understand how difficult it is to deal with loneliness and how natural is wishing to love and be loved, but feeling something for someone else doesn't always mean there should be a romantic relationship. Because it can be very risky and you may end up losing it all just for wanting to get a little more out of it.

Specially because both of you don't seem to be at a very stable point in your lives and relationships usually just make everything much more complicated, even for "normal" people.

I don't think there's anything wrong with telling someone how you feel about her or him, specially when is something so positive, but you can love someone and be loved in return without having to get involved in the risky mess that are most romantic relationships.

But of course that's just my opinion.