I was being selfish this whole time....

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Today after work when I came back home I found my mom crying a little and she looked sad. When I ask her what was going on she told me that she was worried for me and was looking forward to the day where I would get back " out there". At that moment it just hit me how much I am only thinking about my feelings and how people owe me something ( pity/compassion). Fudge that ! I created this so I can certainly undo it. Im tired of complaining and feeling like a victim. This is my life and I can choose how the story goes.
 

MikeyC

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My mum has been sad for me, too, but not to that extent. I don't expect any pity, though, because that would be bad.

I hope you can get back out there, as your mum puts it.
 
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