dannyboy65
Well-known member
I was diagnosed with gout very recently. Usually someone who gets it is 30 at the least... I'm 19.
My mom keeps reading stuff and informs me. I can't eat or drink what people my age do. My foot always aches a little and sometimes it feels like I'm walking on glass.
I just want it to go away! I'm sick and tired of it, I don't want to live a life like this where I'm always paranoid what I eat or drink. I don't want to suffer the pain in my foot anymore... Sometimes I want to cut my foot off and then maybe it can go away.
Ever since I've gotten this disease I've been depressed. I've felt some of the most painful feelings I've ever felt. Sometimes it gets so bad I can't even lay a blanket on it. I walk with a limp most times now and I'm 19. I can't walk for very long or stand on it very long.
I feel like I'm suffering, it's so hard to explain. If I gotten this at 40 or something I would be fine. But no I had to be a rare case and get it when I was young. I just want to let everything go, I just don't want to fail everyone who admires me.
I try so hard to be positive all the time. I'm tired and I just want it to stop.... I want my pain to end, I'm afraid it never will......
My mom keeps reading stuff and informs me. I can't eat or drink what people my age do. My foot always aches a little and sometimes it feels like I'm walking on glass.
I just want it to go away! I'm sick and tired of it, I don't want to live a life like this where I'm always paranoid what I eat or drink. I don't want to suffer the pain in my foot anymore... Sometimes I want to cut my foot off and then maybe it can go away.
Ever since I've gotten this disease I've been depressed. I've felt some of the most painful feelings I've ever felt. Sometimes it gets so bad I can't even lay a blanket on it. I walk with a limp most times now and I'm 19. I can't walk for very long or stand on it very long.
I feel like I'm suffering, it's so hard to explain. If I gotten this at 40 or something I would be fine. But no I had to be a rare case and get it when I was young. I just want to let everything go, I just don't want to fail everyone who admires me.
I try so hard to be positive all the time. I'm tired and I just want it to stop.... I want my pain to end, I'm afraid it never will......