EscapeArtist
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I've been practicing lowering my standards, and trying to realise what i'm doing to impress others and what i'm doing truly for myself, and now... I just don't care about my "future". By "future", I mean that I realise I was going through with school to keep up to society's standards, and the whole job thing wouldn't suit me.. I wanted that uninteresting knowledge to impress others. I can't tell if this is a bad thing, that i've given up on school, am not even going to the exams because I don't mind if I repeat the grade online or not, I have time, I feel TOO at ease. Or if it's a good thing, because I no longer have so much stress that I'm having nightmares every night about school, and because i've let go of something that I realise wasn't for my own happiness... I've shed a lot of depression by shedding these standards, but I'm more isolated, for now, at least.
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