mo7md
Member
hi guys, i'am new here and i'am glad to see people have the same problem or in general iam not alone, so i decided to show you my problem and ask for your opinion.
Here it goes. every thing began when i was in collage and hang out with my friends and i saw her, i felt something attract me to her eyes but i was confused so i couldnt look at her eyes directly. Anyway every time i see her i start avoiding the eye contact and i dont know why?! is it shyness? or less self confident. The Situation continues as it is for year, until i decided to finish this problem, so i decided to talk to her after the exam. she sat in front of me and again i was confused but i calm my self and after she finished her exam and go out i also driveled my exam sheet to the doctor and go out and saw her making a phone call. i waited until she finished and start to ask her any thing about the exam. She replied that she dont know if her answers was right or wrong. I was soo happy even though the conversation didnt last for 2 mins. the day after i was going to my lecture room and i see her, she smiled to me but again i confused and i didnt reply :*( , and that was the beginning of the end.
After that she began to avoid me every time i trying to be close to her or trying to talk to her.
Now every time i see her i feel like apart of me is gone, i feel that iam too weak, disappointed and start to hate my self .Sorry for long post and iam sorry too for my bad english. please guys any advise.
Here it goes. every thing began when i was in collage and hang out with my friends and i saw her, i felt something attract me to her eyes but i was confused so i couldnt look at her eyes directly. Anyway every time i see her i start avoiding the eye contact and i dont know why?! is it shyness? or less self confident. The Situation continues as it is for year, until i decided to finish this problem, so i decided to talk to her after the exam. she sat in front of me and again i was confused but i calm my self and after she finished her exam and go out i also driveled my exam sheet to the doctor and go out and saw her making a phone call. i waited until she finished and start to ask her any thing about the exam. She replied that she dont know if her answers was right or wrong. I was soo happy even though the conversation didnt last for 2 mins. the day after i was going to my lecture room and i see her, she smiled to me but again i confused and i didnt reply :*( , and that was the beginning of the end.
After that she began to avoid me every time i trying to be close to her or trying to talk to her.
Now every time i see her i feel like apart of me is gone, i feel that iam too weak, disappointed and start to hate my self .Sorry for long post and iam sorry too for my bad english. please guys any advise.