I HATE MY LIFE

[21]

Im tired, im depressed, I feel so weak, so sad, im hungry but I cant even force myself to go out to buy groceries, Im lonely, I feel worthless, I feel like Ive missed out on a million things.

overall Im stuck with all these problems, I have no fcking motivation because I have no energy and am afraid to fix my problem. Whats worse is the time factor. I feel that time goes so fast we just dont have enough time to fix and do the things we want 2 do.

so if nobody knows what it feels like what Im going through all I can say is that it really really hurts and I go through the same shit for the last 2 years.

 

[Thelema]

Wow, calling everyone whores and losers didn't work... making 50 different accounts and spamming the boards didn't work...pretending to be two different people and arguing with yourself didn't work...posting porn and breaking the law didn't work...now its something else.

Leave

 

[getbornagain]

I know exactly how u feel. Luckily for me I just picked up my first dose of medication today and am excited as hell to be a pill popper.

 

[RiiyaX]

[Gone for good.]

 

[21]

Wait...

HAHAHAHAH!!! I bet people hate and disgust you just as much as you claim to disgust them! You FUCKING PATHETIC LOSER! There are only two reasons that you hate people as you do- (1) You are too fucking lame to hang with them, so you choose to hate them for being mentally stronger-minded than you or (2) You are fucking crazy as hell(which I really doubt)! :lol:

This is the same guy who accused people of faking social anxiety because they don't lock themselves in their room 24/7? Okay, kid, I don't know what your problems are, but go get some help. But not here, because you've been such a bitch on this forum I don't see how anyone in their right mind would want to help you anymore.

*SIGH* for the 1 millionth time I am not Optistman.

 

[Smokeringz]

GO AWAY

 

[j_brown2]

we 2 had a nice little conversation, didnt we ?

 

[RiiyaX]

[Gone for good.]

 

[j_brown1]

i think someone found out his internet is getting turned off

I accept your apologies and think you should be let another chance, coz i know you didnt act yourself when you did what you did

its the same as if someone sleep walks and does something while sleep walking and you blame him for it, its not right.

 

[Thelema]

*SIGH* for the 1 millionth time I am not Optistman.

I'd like a mod's confirmation, please. Thanks.

They've used the same ips, so yes, they're the same person.

He also claims to be named Marie and then argues with himself as he impersonates another female.

 

[Thelema]

Here's what I'm dealing with. Here are some of his accounts.

slutz [ 7 Posts ] Search
Lonelyperson222 [ 7 Posts ] Search
lonely69 [ 7 Posts ] Search
lonelyguy69er [ 7 Posts ] Search
Misterman [ 6 Posts ] Search
SLUTZZZ [ 3 Posts ] Search
lonelydude69 [ 1 Post ]
optusmannnn [ 7 Posts ] Search
violettear [ 7 Posts ] Search
lesbianmarie [ 7 Posts ] Search
livinginnsilence [ 5 Posts ] Search
marie87 [ 4 Posts ] Search
mariemarie [ 3 Posts ] Search
joshwillbedeadsoon [ 3 Posts ] Search
everyoneisajerk [ 3 Posts ] Search
afuckingcunt [ 1 Post ]
Marie1988 [ 52 Posts ] Search
BIG_FRINGE [ 31 Posts ] Search
Nikki1988 [ 7 Posts ] Search
LonelyLoserr [ 5 Posts ] Search
marie2009 [ 4 Posts ] Search
A-UK-Lovelly [ 1 Post ]

This isn't even half of them.

 

[Elad]

i think someone found out his internet is getting turned off

I accept your apologies and think you should be let another chance, coz i know you didnt act yourself when you did what you did

its the same as if someone sleep walks and does something while sleep walking and you blame him for it, its not right.

Yeah... because he was asleep during everything he did....

lolwut?


Seriously.. just take the consequences of your actions like a man and stop evading the ban.

 

[nephatitus]

yes I posted porn, I called girls whores and sluts and I created many accounts but no where near 50 as you said and as for talking to myself cant you get a hint that theres a member called Optistman who is still trolling around. Ive been a troll for a few weeks, hes been a the troll maybe who knows a few years??? Hes making public msgs telling everyone that their losers for having S.A. The difference between me and him or her is that I am willing to change if you just give me one more chance.

I know what its like to have social anxiety I have S.A just like everybody else here and I need this forum just as much as the next S.A sufferer. My S.A and depression is so severe I can even leave the house at all Ive been stuck inside for nearly 2 weeks now. Im too afraid to even seek phone councelling because Im to afraid to talk. I feel so nauseous, so dead so miserable inside.

I find even the simplest of things such as posting so hard.

All i can do is say I am sorry and I do mean it. Thats the best I can do

thats not enough

 

[j_brown1]

i think someone found out his internet is getting turned off

I accept your apologies and think you should be let another chance, coz i know you didnt act yourself when you did what you did

its the same as if someone sleep walks and does something while sleep walking and you blame him for it, its not right.

Yeah... because he was asleep during everything he did....



lolwut?

people who sleep walk have killed people while sleep walking, and it happened that they were found not guilty in court coz they were sleep walking, they didnt mean to do what they did

 

[Thelema]

i think someone found out his internet is getting turned off

I accept your apologies and think you should be let another chance, coz i know you didnt act yourself when you did what you did

its the same as if someone sleep walks and does something while sleep walking and you blame him for it, its not right.

Yeah... because he was asleep during everything he did....



lolwut?

people who sleep walk have killed people while sleep walking, and it happened that they were found not guilty in court coz they were sleep walking, they didnt mean to do what they did

Nobody made him harass innocent members. Nobody made him come back from being banned and do this

 

[El4d]

i think someone found out his internet is getting turned off

I accept your apologies and think you should be let another chance, coz i know you didnt act yourself when you did what you did

its the same as if someone sleep walks and does something while sleep walking and you blame him for it, its not right.

Yeah... because he was asleep during everything he did....



lolwut?

people who sleep walk have killed people while sleep walking, and it happened that they were found not guilty in court coz they were sleep walking, they didnt mean to do what they did

Are you really trying to argue that this person had zero control over what they were doing? Equivalent to sleep walking?

really? I hope that's a joke post.

Killing someone in your sleep doesn't make you innocent, you still killed someone and will have to face the consequences.

The consequences for this guy are that he is banned. He needs to stay banned.

 

[Nervous]

Here's what I'm dealing with. Here are some of his accounts.

slutz [ 7 Posts ] Search
Lonelyperson222 [ 7 Posts ] Search
lonely69 [ 7 Posts ] Search
lonelyguy69er [ 7 Posts ] Search
Misterman [ 6 Posts ] Search
SLUTZZZ [ 3 Posts ] Search
lonelydude69 [ 1 Post ]
optusmannnn [ 7 Posts ] Search
violettear [ 7 Posts ] Search
lesbianmarie [ 7 Posts ] Search
livinginnsilence [ 5 Posts ] Search
marie87 [ 4 Posts ] Search
mariemarie [ 3 Posts ] Search
joshwillbedeadsoon [ 3 Posts ] Search
everyoneisajerk [ 3 Posts ] Search
afuckingcunt [ 1 Post ]
Marie1988 [ 52 Posts ] Search
BIG_FRINGE [ 31 Posts ] Search
Nikki1988 [ 7 Posts ] Search
LonelyLoserr [ 5 Posts ] Search
marie2009 [ 4 Posts ] Search
A-UK-Lovelly [ 1 Post ]

This isn't even half of them.

Hm I thought Marie1988 was legit and the others were clones he made of her. Another thing, that account has been around since August and made 52 posts and has a location. The troll usually doesn't make more than 7 posts and never has a location in his profile. Just some observations. It would kind of suck if a member who was being harassed ended up banned because of him.

 

[getbornagain]

So this guy and optifag aren't the same person??

 

[Nervous]

i think someone found out his internet is getting turned off

I accept your apologies and think you should be let another chance, coz i know you didnt act yourself when you did what you did

its the same as if someone sleep walks and does something while sleep walking and you blame him for it, its not right.

Yeah... because he was asleep during everything he did....



lolwut?

people who sleep walk have killed people while sleep walking, and it happened that they were found not guilty in court coz they were sleep walking, they didnt mean to do what they did

Are you really trying to argue that this person had zero control over what they were doing? Equivalent to sleep walking?

really? I hope that's a joke post.

Killing someone in your sleep doesn't make you innocent, you still killed someone and will have to face the consequences.

The consequences for this guy are that he is banned. He needs to stay banned.

And we also don't have to put up with harassment from some loser who wants attention.

 

[j_brown3]

i know he had no control over himself, the emotions get so strong that there is no stoping you, its like when you want to cut yourself or whatever you just do it coz you feel the strong pain and need to do it, and cant stop it, even if it harms you, like lonely looser who ended up alone, which was the last thing he wanted.

i said people who killed while sleep walking have been excused for murder, it happened once in the US if i remeber right, but most of the time, they still are found guilty. i just tried to compare it to something

i see one side of the story, you people you see the other one coz you dont know how painfull it is.

if it were my forum i would delete the posts from lonelylooser and after he apologised as he did, i would let him be and give him another chance

its just my opinion though,

btw saying he is not a baby is just wrong, he feels in such a pain that he cant control himself. and being banned when already feeling so alone is painfull

we could all say ahh dont be such a baby be social nothing is going to happen, ahh dont be such a baby and be so sensitive about what he said to you.... its just wrong, thats painful to you so you act like a baby about it so does he to things that hurt him

just stop it all, he is a guy obviously with a lot of issues, he needs help and i hope he will find it, iam sure he is a great guy beneath all this, his emotional pain is just so strong at the moment and got the better of him

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